boy on the radio (i_rejection) wrote,
boy on the radio

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emotionally abused.

last night i went out with budgie to the krazy house. i got really fucked, and i kind of wish i hadn't.
i thought that taking any substance i could get my hands on would help me feel less sad, but it enhanced every sad feeling.
i couldn't stop thinking about the break up & i got to the point where i was fuming mad, i texted iain some very nasty & out of order messages. i felt this really strong hatred for him, but i know it wasn't hatred, simply missing him. we spoke on the phone & i tried to apologise. today i came down like a bastard.

i'm still in liverpool, but i'm going to manchester tomorrow, to go to the doctors & work, i hope my appointment goes okay.
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